Your Life Drive.
You might notice there is a theme lately in my writing.
Motivation, reasons behind our actions, our living, internal drive, our goals and dreams and why we have them — we all do.
I’m not gonna lie to you, it’s not rosy for me every day. Actually this is one of the hardest toughest suckiest period of my life.
And at the same time it’s the most exciting!
In the last few months since I moved to US, to New York all my illusions were crashed, I had to reconsider all my values, all my believes. I let down myself and many people in my life — life made me realize that my values were not aligned with my living. I lost myself, I lost everything… — except that drive to live and experience MY life to the fullest, except for connections to amazing people who despite all the shit I put myself and them through still stayed by me believing in me. When I almost lost all my believes and gave up.
I realized I got to start LIVING my values and believes, all the lessons I “learned”.
I realized I have enough energy and motivation to change myself, people around me, to lead — and all, that in the way, is myself, my self doubts.
In the way of that drive that makes the world go round.
That drive. Connect to it. We all can. It’s the basis of life. It’s why plants grow towards the Sun and thrive to survive. It’s why animals fight for living, for thriving. It’s why anyone who achieves anything wakes up in the morning. It’s life itself!
If you are alive today on this planet, stop the bullshit in your head, quiet that voice that says you are not enough — you are always more than enough for what you want to be.
That voice is noise. Quiet it.
Find that drive and do WHATEVER the hell it is you want to do, whatever it is you are driven to do.
I can teach you and show you what health is, what is good for you to make your life amazing and give you out-of-this-world energy, how to move, to breathe, to be fully alive in your physical body.
Will it stick? Will it last?
Did you find that drive? Life Drive?
Day 13 of COVER FITNESS MODEL Challenge.
I’m excited and scared. I got to be out in the world connecting with people, exposing myself, being vulnerable — far too much for my comfort zone. But. That’s what I got to do. I actually love doing it. It scares the hell out of me sometimes. I kind of got used to my mediocre life. What’s ahead?
Do you have that feeling sometimes trying to do something new and life-changing? That fear? …